YES!

   I actually feel okay. I asked a few questions, and feel like I have closure. It truly was not me. I think I was worried there was something wrong with me or that I wasn't good enough in some way or worth it. But I know I am and I should never allow myself to feel that belittled way by someone's action. I am more than that. I am okay and things are looking up. Looking back--wow, I am DRAMATIC. Disregard all other blog posts. Things will be real good again real soon. I am excited to have gained a new friendship, see my new friends again after healing time, and open new doors.